The flu

So I had the most absolute worst illness to date. Right in the middle of my training and it knocked me for six.

I lost some gains but involuntarily leaned out a bit. Not quite what I planned while in the middle of bulking but im back in the gym almost back to full health and hopefully I shouldn't have anymore setbacks of this kind. 

In my weeks rest I actually learnt something about  regrets and grudges. It ties in with training I promise. 

People will see quotes and clichés about how the people in your life are in it for a reason and those who left never deserved to be in it....Lots of variations of this sort of motivational stuff but generally it leads me to grudges when I read into it for my own circumstances. 

I was racially bullied all throughout my school years until I left for college and uni. And to this date I will disagree with all my peers who tell me I should forgive these type of people, when still at this age they can't admit their wrong doings and simply say "he was just someone who had to be bullied" FUCK EM! 

These are the exact people who motivated me through my first year of training solidly. And it worked absolutely perfectly. But, what some people carry is a grudge against people who didn't really do anything to you but are or were someone close and important to you in your life. 

People will say yeah but you can just forget about them, it has no effect on my training. But I do refuse to believe that. When you have people in your life who want to be there, who actually to make you happy and deserve your company, your wellbeing is lifted and no one will argue with me that a better life psychologically won't benefit you physically. 

But when you flip it and bring out the clichés I've learnt that for those who you do want in your life truly, they will be there. But don't wait for it too long, you forget that you are looking out for yourself and living your one chance at life. Don't forget that everyone else is too. 

Lift others as you wish to be lifted yourself and you will always be content. 

Week 4 update....a week late :-/

So I just completed week 5 but i completely forgot to post my week 4 update! 

I'm definitely feeling thicker thighs but just not much definition still. I've gained a stone and i think its mostly come on my legs.  Otherwise I will feel like definition has been created in my shoulders much more and my chest is certainly bigger now that I'm up to benching 130. My diet wavered of this weekend as I had an IT issue where I ended up not actually eating  so I lost a little weight but im back on it this week! 

The struggle is real!

It's been four weeks since I started my journey into a new me. I have to say this is not easy in the slightest! 

Trying to keep up with 4000 calories a day and trying to keep working out every day without hurting myself or having to train around my injuries is exhausting! 

Last week I took a trip to the physio, i was violated but it was actually pretty good so im going back as I've had some long standing back problems that are getting worse. 

I've decided to stop dead lifting and instead concentrate on strengthening my lower back in isolation and also in simple core exercises which I think is much more beneficial for me and much more pain free. 

My elbow pain has actually subsided a bit so ive been  able to put up some big numbers 50kg bicep curls and 110kg bench as a standard routine not a one rep max, a simple pyramid of heavy weights and low reps. 

My legs are still not so used to being blasted like the rest of me so DOMS sets in pretty bad when I got them on my Thursday sessions but it gives me the whole weekend to rest up. I shall update soon with a new set of pictures and as always. Any questions email soheil_maleki@hotmail.co.uk PEACE! 

Update: 2 weeks...be betterer...

I think I need to be better but it's only week two! Unfortunately my back is giving me a lot of problems when it comes to dead lifting so I'm still working out the kinks to get back to peak performance throughout my training sessions.

So here are my updated photos for week 2 of my progress!

Little Hiccup

I had one minor hiccup this week. My leg decided to give up on me with a trapped nerve preventing me from training legs. Its okay though it's almost fully recovered and will be taken care of tomorrow.

I'm definitely seeing improvements but my pains and aches are also getting a bit worse. I've switched up my training to much lower reps with heavy weights and I'm pretty certain it's working as my Max weights are ramping up at a steady pace.

Generally I look a little "harder" all around and will do some new pictures for the beginning of next week.

Dieting is not as easy as I thought it would be. My mental state isn't quite as strong as it used to be when I knew I could train with only DOMS to worry about and not my football injuries.  But my injuries are haunting me with each session which is why i'm having to change things up on the fly in order to still keep working out without damaging myself (dead leg aside)

For example, my right elbow affects my ability to curl and pull up/down. So instead of heavy, palms up, bicep curls. I can isolate with dumbells and twist my grip so that it doesn't hurt. EVEN BETTER, I'm actually not too bothered about my biceps and can concentrate a bit more on my triceps as my biceps peak pretty well (have a few steps along them) so my triceps would really complete my arms all around.

Lets just hope in time (with lovely ibuprofen) I can try and overcome any/all of my injuries as the NHS sure as hell won't be doing anything for me any time soon.

PEACE!

soheil_maleki@hotmail.co.uk

This is tiring...

Let's put it this way. I did legs Thursday and it still hurts to tense them on Sunday! My elbow is still giving me s@#t but it can get me through most my workouts. I bought a support to use from this week and see how it goes.

 Mentally I didn't think id be struggling this much. I find dieting tedious as I always do but I'm just so tired all the time it seems! 

I think I've gained a kilo which isn't bad for a couple weeks work. Had a cheat day today and as it was the opening weekend of the NFL I prepared it very well.

I'm struggling with dead lifts so I shall hopefully have better luck this week lifting a little lighter. I've been reading a fair bit and most articles I've read advise on doing low reps so we shall see how that goes tomorrow. 

Otherwise I think I'm on track to reach my goals. And although progress is slow I shall be uploading more pictures this week!!

Week one....i hate myself...

So here it is, and in my eyes....well i'd like to shut them until the next few months training are complete but as promised I shall be posting up my progress from day 0.

Over the next few months I want to get rid of that little pouch of pudginess on my stomach as well as pretty much defining every muscle individually.

My legs are absolutely embarrassing but I have had success in training without injury so far, so I will strive to keep on that path and try to manage my aches and pains as best as I can. I'm just praying I can live up to my own schedule and diet and deliver on an actual transformation! 

Wish me luck and get liftin! 

PEACE!